May 3, 2009

Botz And Muy

Seasons Change, People Change. It's sad to think that what we thought was strong and forever is gone now. It's so hard because it was just a mere misunderstanding that created a block. I couldn't get into you anymore. I thought you knew me, understood me that I understand you.


I kept all my heartache I had to deal. Now that it is happening again, it's saddening because you made me feel so bad i want to hate you but I can't because you are my friend. We are friends. I wouldn't ever say that we used to be friends because I know you'll forever be my friend. You got a part of me and I also got a part of you. How could we hate each other? No, I don't feel the hate at all. It's just that it's getting harder to get to you these days, really. I'm sick of this childish thing. So, sick. I want to laugh at all of this but it's reality i wouldn't know when I could try to bear. Time is running and I wish you were understanding enough to feel me once more.

I'm always here, like a bee who buzzes at you anywhere you go.
so sad. I'm just so sad that right now I feel like i lost a friend.


grabeh ka. hindi pa ba tayo maguusap?????!!!!

2 comments:

saul krisna said...

hhhmmmmm alam mo ang bait bait mong kaibigan... feeling ko lang.... anyway magkakaayos din kayo ng friend mo.... sayang ang friendship kasi....

Dhianz said...

wow... naka-relate akoh sau... i have a really close of friend of mine.. one of my closest tlgah... dahil sa isang maliit na issue na lumaki....and itz been years... nde pah tlgah kme nag-uusap... we did talk for a bit nung nakaraang taon... pero nde tlgah usap... hanggang dumating na ang point ngaun na nde na tlgah nag-uusap... kinda sad... but i'm lookin' forward na magkaayos kme.. nde akoh galit... wala akong galit sa puso koh... more like tampo... hayz... i tried to send her some messages pero nasa ignore mode nya akoh eh... kaya naman... i'll give her the space that she wants muna... bahala na si God... ingatz. Godbless! -di